i was expecting so many things but never in a million years did i expect this. i genuinely thought he was hurting himself, and thats why it made him constantly scratch his arm. i never imagined that he had been carrying something so painful and finding out that he went through the same thing as baekhee absolutely shattered me. they were both just little kids. little kids who were supposed to be protected, loved, and taken care of but instead were subjected to such horrible cruelty by someone who had absolutely no right to hurt them. they were just innocent children who happened to cross paths with monsters who took away the safety and innocence they deserved to have. they shouldn't have had to learn what pain, fear, and suffering felt like at such a young age. i hate this. i hate it so fucking much. i don't even wish his dad death because honestly death would be far too merciful for someone like him. i want him to experience even a fraction of the suffering he inflicted on that innocents kids. i want him to understand what it feels like to have your childhood stolen from you to be hurt by someone who was supposed to make you feel safe, and to carry wounds that never truly heal. some people genuinely don't deserve to be called parents. children should never have to grow up being afraid of the people who are supposed to love them unconditional. i just hope that next season things will finally be a little kinder to them. i hope that they're both safe and that somehow despite everything they've been through, they find their way back to each other very soon. they deserve a little peace. they deserve to experience the kind of love that doesn't hurt, the kind of happiness they were deprived of when they were just little kids. i've been crying over these past chapters and honestly i don't know how much more my heart can take. it hurts so much knowing how much they've suffered. these two have such a special place in my heart and i don't think i'll ever be able to put into words just how much i love them. i just want them to be okay. i want them to heal, to feel safe, to hold each other without having to worry about what tomorrow might bring. i want them to laugh without pain, to love without fear, and to finally experience the happiness they've always deserved.
please, let them be happy this time. they've suffered enough. they really, really have.
i was expecting so many things but never in a million years did i expect this. i genuinely thought he was hurting himself, and thats why it made him constantly scratch his arm. i never imagined that he had been carrying something so painful and finding out that he went through the same thing as baekhee absolutely shattered me.
they were both just little kids. little kids who were supposed to be protected, loved, and taken care of but instead were subjected to such horrible cruelty by someone who had absolutely no right to hurt them. they were just innocent children who happened to cross paths with monsters who took away the safety and innocence they deserved to have. they shouldn't have had to learn what pain, fear, and suffering felt like at such a young age. i hate this. i hate it so fucking much. i don't even wish his dad death because honestly death would be far too merciful for someone like him. i want him to experience even a fraction of the suffering he inflicted on that innocents kids. i want him to understand what it feels like to have your childhood stolen from you to be hurt by someone who was supposed to make you feel safe, and to carry wounds that never truly heal. some people genuinely don't deserve to be called parents. children should never have to grow up being afraid of the people who are supposed to love them unconditional. i just hope that next season things will finally be a little kinder to them. i hope that they're both safe and that somehow despite everything they've been through, they find their way back to each other very soon. they deserve a little peace. they deserve to experience the kind of love that doesn't hurt, the kind of happiness they were deprived of when they were just little kids. i've been crying over these past chapters and honestly i don't know how much more my heart can take. it hurts so much knowing how much they've suffered. these two have such a special place in my heart and i don't think i'll ever be able to put into words just how much i love them. i just want them to be okay. i want them to heal, to feel safe, to hold each other without having to worry about what tomorrow might bring. i want them to laugh without pain, to love without fear, and to finally experience the happiness they've always deserved.
please, let them be happy this time. they've suffered enough. they really, really have.