I get this is just a an escape from reality. I don’t enjoy reading gang scenes. It’s uncomfortable asf to me I had to skip it. The FL is making all these choices because of her first experience. Because she enjoyed it she already labeled her self a slut. She let other men label herself as that as well. Because in her mind it’s about to give a guy what he wants as long as you feel good. If she was to sleep around that’s her business. I can’t judge her for that to be honest. I don’t feel bad for her friend because let’s be honest she’s a slut too. I’m more interested in what her feelings are going to be when she actually gets to understand why she feels empty. Remember she doesn’t know shit about dating. She doesn’t even understand actual love yet. All she knows is lust. She needs a guy who won’t touch her and that MIGHT be her childhood friend.
I get this is just a an escape from reality. I don’t enjoy reading gang scenes. It’s uncomfortable asf to me I had to skip it. The FL is making all these choices because of her first experience. Because she enjoyed it she already labeled her self a slut. She let other men label herself as that as well. Because in her mind it’s about to give a guy what he wants as long as you feel good. If she was to sleep around that’s her business. I can’t judge her for that to be honest. I don’t feel bad for her friend because let’s be honest she’s a slut too. I’m more interested in what her feelings are going to be when she actually gets to understand why she feels empty. Remember she doesn’t know shit about dating. She doesn’t even understand actual love yet. All she knows is lust. She needs a guy who won’t touch her and that MIGHT be her childhood friend.