Lil summary of ch 43

Hmm i cant speak korean fluently But Google translate helps a lot lol

Basically christoph is an.. illegitimate child thats why he is thrown away, and he often got sick so thats a factor too. Christoph said something about not being comfortable with nobels when he is sick because he feel so powerless (probably bcs of the trauma of being toss by nobels if they found out he is sick..... )

And thn The panel shows that christoph is now sick. Ryan tries to take care of him but again, chris is scared of nobels when he is sick so he panicked :( karis rush and asked what happen, ryan explain that chris is just scared.. poor thing..
Ryan goes and get chris his medicine
Chris says to karis that ryan can be scary at times. Ps : chris is rly scared and burry himself with the blankets.... D:

Extra cute part:
- chris is sleeping/ passed out form the sickness and ryan carries him
- karis x shian being wholesome
- ryan combing chris's hair

Ok so imagine christoph's angst bcs he love ryan but bcs of the trauma he is still scared of him at times.. and imagine ryan's feeling too.. seeing someone he love dearly scared of him.. its pretty poetic and angsty lol