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this is one of my favorite works for bl, period, but no matter how many times i read and t...

Kiyotake November 13, 2017 7:57 am

this is one of my favorite works for bl, period, but no matter how many times i read and try not to get triggered i still hate saitou and partially nagai for letting it happen, letting saitou flirt with him, play footsy, makeout him him, stay with him at night, get turned on by seeing saitou naked, etc while he's in a relationship. saitou's so manipulative and such a user. all he does is use nagai as his last resort to solve all his problems. all he knows is how to "act cute" and try to seduce nagai without being the one to ever concretely say anything and put himself in the "losing" position. he waits for nagai to make the move, what a DICK. ryouko was the better "other" love interest for nagai than saitou. they had good rapport and a funny biting sort of banter. with saitou it's just his puppy eye damsel in distress mode ALL THE TIME to play to nagai's weakness. it pissed me off when he was playing freaking FOOTSIE with nagai but never made a move or confessed / "made out when drunk" slipping him tongue which he clearly remembered after but didn't say anything about it - which was forgivable when he didn't know for sure nagai and honda were an item but so weak and cowardly. when nagai finally tells saitou he's seeing honda (by the way while saitou is once again being A FREAKING WEASEL "ACCIDENTALLY MAKING OUT WITH HIM") he ties him up to rape him / seduce him / make him cheat on honda??? NO. NO SAITOU YOU FXCKER. GTFO. SO FXCKING TRIGGERED. and the fact that nagai lets saitou kiss him is also not okay and doesn't put up much of a fight having his nipples licked but in the end saitou's cowardly behavior telling him "as long as it makes you feel good it's okay" is what makes nagai reject saitou??? not all the stuff before??? like i get you were confused but you always let saitou get away with a lot of sexual behavior before and now. if you really love honda don't let anyone into your personal space like that. especially someone you used to be in love with. so in the end i hate saitou and nagai really pushes my buttons for not making clear boundaries. if i were honda i would not be so forgiving and ask nagai to choose, be with me and not see saitou anymore, or choose saitou. you can't have it both ways... all this venting aside i really like nagai and honda falling in love and their jump into couple dom and being an old married couple.

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    Lemv December 8, 2017 9:23 pm

    I agree with everything you said. Completelly. I hoped by the end something would change but no, even at the end he runs to saitou like always. Too bad there's not a sequel, I would love to see nagai suffer from jealousy like honda.

    shokupan December 8, 2017 9:52 pm

    Exactly!! And when saitou asked nagai If honda and him were about to fall from a cliff who would nagai help first, and nagai picked saitou, blushing and he still thinks he's cute,, I lost my shit like wtf nagai?

    Kiyotake December 9, 2017 5:30 am
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    it's slightly funny in the way that it fits into their whole relationship dynamic so it's consistent but the overall concept still triggers me

    Kiyotake December 9, 2017 5:31 am
    Exactly!! And when saitou asked nagai If honda and him were about to fall from a cliff who would nagai help first, and nagai picked saitou, blushing and he still thinks he's cute,, I lost my shit like wtf nagai... shokupan

    for me the sexual parts were the worst it was pretty much emotional and physical cheating in a sense..

    Kiyotake December 9, 2017 5:33 am
    I agree with everything you said. Completelly. I hoped by the end something would change but no, even at the end he runs to saitou like always. Too bad there's not a sequel, I would love to see nagai suffer fr... Lemv

    YES PLEASE i would love more to the series with nagai being jealous. but also a more serious concrete show that nagai loves honda the most. i know some of the extra chapters showcased that a bit and how endearing honda is to nagai but it doesn't excuse a lot of the things that happened between nagai and saitou that honda didn't see. i'm sure they would have had a lot more serious talks if he saw what saitou had done, especially the final night in the hotel where saitou tried to have sex with nagai.

    Lemv December 10, 2017 9:19 pm
    YES PLEASE i would love more to the series with nagai being jealous. but also a more serious concrete show that nagai loves honda the most. i know some of the extra chapters showcased that a bit and how endeari... Kiyotake

    Yeah. And Nagai hiding what happened on the business trip proves again who's more important, I think ?

    Lemv December 10, 2017 9:19 pm
    for me the sexual parts were the worst it was pretty much emotional and physical cheating in a sense.. Kiyotake

    True.

    Kiyotake December 11, 2017 12:18 am
    Yeah. And Nagai hiding what happened on the business trip proves again who's more important, I think ? Lemv

    ugh you're right. the more i think about the overview of what happened, the more i think it was all just swept under the rug. i hope the author really intended this facet of the story as a more comedic love triangle than anything else, in the end though it will just bother me forever..

    Lemv December 11, 2017 4:03 pm
    ugh you're right. the more i think about the overview of what happened, the more i think it was all just swept under the rug. i hope the author really intended this facet of the story as a more comedic love tri... Kiyotake

    Exactly. I know that this is fiction so I don't have to think too much about it BUT I CAN'T. There are some manga that even after so many time passed I stiil get annoyed. Like "Study Hard!".

    Kiyotake December 12, 2017 5:53 am
    Exactly. I know that this is fiction so I don't have to think too much about it BUT I CAN'T. There are some manga that even after so many time passed I stiil get annoyed. Like "Study Hard!". Lemv

    Okay, I'd never read that and now never will haha! One besides this that will trigger me forever is Totally Captivated with the seme cheating with the President

    Lemv December 12, 2017 8:18 am
    Okay, I'd never read that and now never will haha! One besides this that will trigger me forever is Totally Captivated with the seme cheating with the President Kiyotake

    Yeah
    That president was really disgusting and the seme saying that that wasn't sex, how isn't that sex?

    Kiyotake December 12, 2017 7:47 pm
    Yeah That president was really disgusting and the seme saying that that wasn't sex, how isn't that sex? Lemv

    Oh no we can't start talking about that or I'll never stop. I was also planning to write a similar rant on that series but it hurts too much to reread so I didn't

    Lemv December 13, 2017 1:44 pm
    Oh no we can't start talking about that or I'll never stop. I was also planning to write a similar rant on that series but it hurts too much to reread so I didn't Kiyotake

    True true true !

    Anonymous April 2, 2018 3:15 pm

    Didn't think of it like that at all Thought it was funny (i thought saitou was more like a daughter to nagai) but when I came down to the comment section, you had a point. Ugh.... I just want to forget that minute happened.

    Yeah now i hope the author does something about it