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http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/konna_nichijou/
Sounds like this is the one you’re describing
This is too recent to match with their story.
Ok so this is gonna be REALLY vague so if you can't put up with it I understand.
I've been wanting to re-read this yaoi manga since I was a kid, but then lost the only image of it I had before I learned how to use the internet to look for it, that's why I never found it again. What I remember is:
- Both uke and seme are adults, they work for the same company with the uke being either the seme's boss/superior or just a co-worker that has worked there for a longer time (his senpai);
- The uke is blond/has light colored hair since it the black&white manga pages his hair wasn't colored in. He might have had it parted in the middle but I'm not 100% positive;
- The uke looked and behaved really cold (to the point that 14 year old me thought he was supposed to be the seme) but was revealed to have either anxiety/paranoia or experienced some kind of trauma that made him really scared of some certain situations;
- I also have this vague memory that the first time they made out (and maybe then had sex? idk) was on a couch after the uke had a panic attack/moment of freaking out and the seme was like i gotchu senpai but I have no idea if this actually happened or if I'm just confusing it with some other manga.
I don't even remember why I've been looking for this manga for all this time but now it's just a matter of principle.
To whoever helps me out I'll give a cookie so pls help thx byes.