I remember for a while not wanting Kyon to tell Lucaon the truth, because like Kyon I was terrified of what Lucaons reaction would be. However, now I really just want Kyon to tell Lucaon the truth, because the longer this goes on, the worst the outcome is going to be. I just can just feel the indecisiveness Kyon is going through. I keep going through all the possible reactions Lucaon will have to Kyon's story. I'm so nervous.
Kyon kind of seems mentally unstable and he literally tried to kill himself a few chapters back (I think that's what his goal was) so if Lucaon rejects him or acts out, it might push Kyon over the edge. Lucaon is all Kyon has, and he obviously loves him to death. They're like inseparable at the moment. I think Kyon might try to kill himself again depending on Lucaons reaction. It might trigger something in Lucaon and he'll realise how serious Kyon is about him. Anyways its just a theory of mine and I actually would like to see this play out. My theory isn''t canon obviously lol.
The more psychologically dependent Lucaon is becoming on Kyon, the harsher the truth might be. But its also a good thing, because I don't think Lucaon could ever hate Kyon again. I don't think he'll turn back to the way he was with kyon before. Maybe he'll try to lash out at him, but ultimately can't do it? We'll just have to wait and see > . < hopefully he tells him next chapter...
I remember for a while not wanting Kyon to tell Lucaon the truth, because like Kyon I was terrified of what Lucaons reaction would be. However, now I really just want Kyon to tell Lucaon the truth, because the longer this goes on, the worst the outcome is going to be. I just can just feel the indecisiveness Kyon is going through. I keep going through all the possible reactions Lucaon will have to Kyon's story. I'm so nervous.
Kyon kind of seems mentally unstable and he literally tried to kill himself a few chapters back (I think that's what his goal was) so if Lucaon rejects him or acts out, it might push Kyon over the edge. Lucaon is all Kyon has, and he obviously loves him to death. They're like inseparable at the moment. I think Kyon might try to kill himself again depending on Lucaons reaction. It might trigger something in Lucaon and he'll realise how serious Kyon is about him. Anyways its just a theory of mine and I actually would like to see this play out. My theory isn''t canon obviously lol.
The more psychologically dependent Lucaon is becoming on Kyon, the harsher the truth might be. But its also a good thing, because I don't think Lucaon could ever hate Kyon again. I don't think he'll turn back to the way he was with kyon before. Maybe he'll try to lash out at him, but ultimately can't do it? We'll just have to wait and see > . < hopefully he tells him next chapter...