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A manga where the uke is in a relationship and then they broke up (not sure but the seme had a fiance?). The new seme was someone in the bar (may be a bartender) and has always been chasin the uke. The uke finally gave him a chance and they became in a relationship. The old seme came back and asked the uke to go to a room. The seme raped him and called the new uke, saying that the new seme and uke are over bc they're having sex. The new seme trusted the uke and told the new seme that he will only believe until the uke says so. The uke said so bc he thinks that he doesnt deserve the new seme. The old seme and uke are in a relationship again and are in toxic one. The old seme would beat him up and the uke got depressed. The old seme never wanted to beat him up and wanted to be like in the past (happy and carefree) but he realized that they can't be like that anymore and let the uke go. The uke then tried to call the new seme and the new seme had a blow job back then. Still, they got back together.