I was really sad because when I wanted to marry the person i love my family did not allow ...

I was really sad because when I wanted to marry the person i love my family did not allow me ... They said that he was not a good person for us ... and now I live ironically, I hear my family talk when you get married ... and they only talk about getting married. Why did not you go out in order to see you someone and marry you why and why and why ... But when I read this manga I felt a little better ... my desire to cry is gone... and my problem is I can not talk to anyone about this subject ... Oh God I feel I am dying