np^^, u should definitely read the 1st one the plot is amazing(gave me the same chills as let dai)...the 2nd one its really heavy so i dont know if its ur cup of tea...but still both of them are so well-written that u cant stop reading... they r not ur "everyday yaoi" they dont have plot holes and they have a lot of character development+they dont focus at the sex+the story is not only based on the relationship of the characters... okay sry but i cant stop talking :')

any manga recommendations (bl) that are similar to let dai?? i cant get over let dai ╥﹏╥