All you gotta do is practice everyday, you'll never get better overnight. Draw things you like and look up YouTube vids for anatomy tricks. From my experience you can't draw anime well without knowing anatomy. Jumping right into stylized work is probably what makes your art look a lil wonky. But all in all, practice practice practice. I've been drawing everyday since i was 9 amd im 19 now and i wouldnt say my art is the best but it's definitely a huge improvement from the beginning
My advice for your art is to draw a picture at least once a day, try using those apps that teach you step by step how to draw as this could help you start breaking down images so it's easier to draw. I used to be complete shit when I started drawing, like my drawings had no neck or arms sometimes but drawing almost every day helped me get comfortable with those shit drawings and now I could still use some work but I do anime portraits.
As for suicide try expressing that to your family and if not that use those feelings and try putting it into your art. I know how hard it is when you think suicide is the only answer but this is no reason to end your life. You need to somewhat like your drawings for them to truly blossom, you won't ever improve if you draw without liking your art at least a bit cause it's okay to be critical about your art but don't hate it it's your baby.
Oh.Thanks for the advice .But i am pretty sure you are very good sice you had so much experience in drawing through years.Cuz i have been drawing for 7 and only last two years i decided to draw my own sh#t .And i am already 18 ,i dont think i will ever mandge to improve ,cuz i am too old (〜￣△￣)〜
┗( T﹏T )┛Well I like what I drew everytime when i finish i look at it and say YESSS THATS THE SPIRIT KEEPIT UP.But when i look up to my Senpais i am like ....................Σ( ￣□￣||)............... (￣ε(#￣)Σ.And that is true.Its impossible to draw that good.I have no talent.But idk,i am too stressed ,or maybe just sick of living.........i dont understand myself sometimes .But thanks for the effort to answear me ,i feel a little better and it helped a little ...ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I want to start drawing a manga ,but ik how unskilled i am,ik i should practice and thats what i am doing everyday.But i get down on my knees everytime i see my shit drawings and that makes me feel like I AM SO DUMB THAT ICANT STUDY ANYTHING.I WILL NEVER IMPROVE CUZ I HAVE NO TALENT.Everytime parents see that i am drawing they give me that sarcastic glare and say (Bitch)Its no use you have no talent. (￣ε(#￣)ΣAnd they being so mean cuz think that i willnever draw good anyway.......My dream is crushed into peaces ,,,,,,,,,(〜￣△￣)〜i wanna die seriosly like drawing is the only thing i love doing and hearing that from my parents makes me wanna suicide(￣∇￣"),cuz this is the only thing i want to do with myslef ╥﹏╥