I though I was the only one! Omg you're just like me!! I've been doing it a lot more frequently maybe cause I'm 23. I've always thought something was wrong with me because I always watch gay porn instead of hetero porn. Idk why but hetero porn is just not as good. Maybe it's cause I'm a girl who like guys and think the idea is hot for me and I like the intimacy or two guys loving each other is cute. Anyway I think the main reason I like watching is because I imagine they're acting out as one of my characters and it's like I'm imagining them "acting it out in real life". There's something satisfying and hot about imagining the two guys in the vid are really Mo and He Tian from 19 Days or Jiwon and Heejae from Points of Three or the characters from Make me Bark. Yeah I have a weird imagination ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Thank god I'm not the only. I've always been afraid of asking my friends if they're also like that because you know, even though they read yaoi, I'm sure they're not likely to watch porn too so i guess i'm really just worried. . And from what you said, I think that i also probably imagine my fave characters acting the deed too. Anyways thanks for answering me. It really helped me deal with my complex about watching gay porn
You're probably right about the high sex drive but about the "as you get older, you'll calm down", it's the total opposite to me. I start reading yaoi at 15 or 16 and i was never really keen watching porn back then but I'm already 20 now and I can't see myself calming down at all.
In my case.,i just somehow curious as i saw two guys having sex in manga..it just it is something that i never knew before and at first i was really shock to know that you could put it there..i turn to gay porn to make sure of that..but as years past by..i still cant stop watching them..and sometimes.,i just cant help hoping that im a guy.. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ so maybe im a real pervert here..
Good to know I'm not the only one that wishes I were a guy sometimes to act out my yaoi dreams. I mean, I am glad too of being a girl, but I wish just for at least one day I could experience being a guy and doing stuff too. I am heterosexual but I wish sometimes I were a guy to do the do. Speaking as someone who has never done it, I think it's just the yaoi effect or just hormones kicking in. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
dont watch the gay porn, it has no plot whatsoever...

Hi, guys! It's my first time posting here but I just wanna know if I'm the only one that after reading plenty of yaoi mangas, I turn to watch gay porn. Please, someone out there help me! It ain't a big issue to me but in this modern times, I think that I'm way too perverted compared to my also-yaoi-loving friends. Please let me know what you think about it. Should I stop or not and just stick to mangas. HELP ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶