Fuck same. Cole needs help and Alex needs to be more understanding towards Cole. I was a bit disappointed when he ignored Cole and did broke up with him, but I hope that he tries to help/understand Cole more in the future. Alex shdve understood what is going to happen the moment he realized how Cole really is. And im so glad for Cole bc he is actually trying to be better. At least everything worked out in the end~

I remember the first time I read it I really related to Cole the first couple chapters, he definitely has a bad anxiety disorder and such terrible low self-esteem so when he said it was fine if Alex slept with women, he was saying it because he has no confidence whatsoever to even think about being able to satisfy Alex, so it hit hard and broke my heart when Alex wasn't able to understand that and ignored him, leaving Cole to feel even more shitty and depressed