Please don't worry too much about it, mothers have different ways of expressing their love, everyone does. My mom doesn't show any affection to me directly but I know that she cares and loves me through others things such as acting concerned about me or asking if I'm hungry, some mothers are just embarrassed to express love, and your mother might not express it to you since you're older and she feels embarrassed to do so.

Hi there .. if you have time care to read about a lil thing bout my life .. so i just wanted to write some couple of lines , you see everyone needs love even the animals and trees for them to grow and to go on life but how would you fell when you cant fell ur mothers love even tho she loves u but she is just not used to say sweet things ... even tho i have a younger sis and my mom really show her love and care but not to me and she cant sense that and i dont blame her at all , but it deos hurt me a lot i cry sometimes bcs of that and dont think im a lil child im 19 hehehe but every time i cry or like something bad or unlucky happen to me i always always say that oh yeah i deserve that ? i dont know why but i just fell i deserve it even tho i realy pity that side of my self and would cry even more hehehee i have freinds and i have three sister we are what u call a big family and i really do love them and i really like to take care of others even tho im not really very social but i lake love myself how pitifull most of time i fell that im all alone i fell like no one understand me no one really care about me it fell like im a total nothing to everyone and everything i love stars and flowers i have some flowers and i take care of them they make me smile , even tho every mother love thier children but what the use of it if the child did not fell the love and care ? right ....thanks for reading ^_^/