HAAAAALP TAT

This'll be my first time to post something here lolol but my soul won't let me sleep rly. It's about a manga specifically BL ofc lol that I rly want to read its contents. I may be vague in explaining le plot but I only read d first chap. Hngh it's about a guy who's secretly in love w his childhood friend TT as I remember their houses were just beside each other lolol so they can visit their rooms anytime ugh so one day the childhood friend brought his gf to his room and since their houses r just apart so the guy saw it... and decided to watch em out of curiosity... and this dude here Idunno I forget if he's jealous or what watch til the end well something happened.. Yet this dude thought about 'how does it feel if we both do it' something like that. So.. this moment comes this dude has the urge to go to le childhood friend's room but since he was sleeping soundly this dude took advantage and tried to kiss his childhood friend omg but after that in a shocking moment the childhood friend opened his eyes and boom that was the end of the first chapter...

I'm dying to know what's next TAT if u guys could help me TAT I'll thank u w all my heart n soul