It really shows a strong longing for something that you cant say out loud. if something like that was said when she had to hard a time even looking at her. but saying could have pushed into being a loner unto graduation. i was surprised she didnt go for long black hair. but cosplaying a movie actor is just as close to the same thing she did but to help her fantasy, little different. she collected items to feel closer as she seemed she was unable to do it herself. i loved how she had an idea of discovering her secrets.
It really shows a strong longing for something that you cant say out loud. if something like that was said when she had to hard a time even looking at her. but saying could have pushed into being a loner unto graduation. i was surprised she didnt go for long black hair. but cosplaying a movie actor is just as close to the same thing she did but to help her fantasy, little different. she collected items to feel closer as she seemed she was unable to do it herself. i loved how she had an idea of discovering her secrets.