like you're struggling to choose between two options, like one where maybe one option is really appealing to you but for some reason logically doesnt make sense vs another option that is more logically good but not that appealing. losing struggle would be if you were having this internal battle and leaning towards the pleasurable but not logical option when though you know better that the other option prolly better overall.
Does anybody know what "losing struggle" means? Its difficult for me to understand (´-ι_-`)