Hmmm... I don't know. If I genuinely cared for someone, even if they didn't love me the way I loved them, I would still want to help them with their education. I guess this stems from having someone help me with my education. I was working in a strip club in New Orleans and the person was a customer. He was much older than me - in his 60s and I was barely 20 - and he stayed by my side for 5 days. We ate together, went out on dates and even slept in his hotel room together. Although, I slept in a separate room in his 2 bedroom suite. If I had pushed to be his mistress, I am sure he would have been more than happy to comply, but we maintained a platonic relationship. After 5 days, there was $20k waiting for me as he returned home. He told me often that he wanted to help me with my tuition. So, he gave me the money in exchange for my time. Could he have been a long term sugar daddy? Maybe, but I always felt uncomfortable being obligated to do more than my job simply for money or gifts. I only accepted genuine gifts that had no strings or obligations attached to them. I also explained to customers that I wouldn't accept gifts that meant I had to repay them outside of work. I refused to sell myself in that way. I have a huge aversion to obligation in any area aside from work. Things like love, sex, family and friends should never have obligation tied to them. At least, not to me. I would rather do something because I want to than be obligated to do something I don't want to do. Also, obligation in things like love and sex makes them feel so empty. Whether another person is doing something for me out of obligation or it is me doing something for someone out of obligation. And that all stems from the fact that my mother never wanted me. Yet, she felt obligated to raise me and it showed in the way she treated me. I hate that feeling.
Sorry if I seem to be following you around today. I'm not doing it intentionally. Your comments are just at the top of every manga I have read so far today! LOL I'm not stalking you, I swear!
Hi again and it's okay I always like chatting with ya
Awe, you kept him company.
Shit, my ass would stop funding him why should I continue paying for your college while you're getting banged by some other dude?! Otherwise I really loved this oneshot very emotional.