I found it pretty interesting how they portrayed his trauma, instead of sticking with the common way of showing it, they actually showed an even darker side to the trauma because now that its directly tied to his sexual pleasures, which would normally be something people do to feel good, but now he's kinda just caught in this endless loop of physical pleasure and mental pain. Also just that feel of hating the fact that you would still feel it despite the trauma would be even scarier and make him feel even worse everytime he does it.
I found it pretty interesting how they portrayed his trauma, instead of sticking with the common way of showing it, they actually showed an even darker side to the trauma because now that its directly tied to his sexual pleasures, which would normally be something people do to feel good, but now he's kinda just caught in this endless loop of physical pleasure and mental pain.
Also just that feel of hating the fact that you would still feel it despite the trauma would be even scarier and make him feel even worse everytime he does it.