help please

okay honestly thought I had saved this manga to my lists but guess I didn’t. It’s about a couple and the uke comes across as super stern and emotionless because he has a hard time expressing himself unless it’s with the seme. The seme gets jealous if he thinks the uke is showing anyone else his cute faces. I remember there is a scene where the uke agrees to have his first time with the seme and he had went to a gay bar to ask what to do and had sex toys and everything lol.