I guess some clips of back stage could fit that description
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bousou_kareshi/an/bousou-kareshi-chapter-5.html
but be warned that it's quite smutty/graphic
hey, come on. there's no mangalist for that! lol
Ahhh you don't know me .. i like collecting weird stuffs ROFL
Thanks guys! :D
Any yaoi with a character (preferably the uke) who was once small and cute and likes crossdressing but grows to be manly and doesn't think he's cute when he crossdresses anymore?