I just feel bad for the guys who genuinely want to start a relationship with her, especially the childhood friend. It's no wonder he started getting desperate when she's treating him like shit and it just feels more violating(?) to me than actual satisfaction involved. My problem with the main character is that she's rude as hell (to me), doesn't take responsibility for her actions (like instead of apologizing for almost raping a dude, she decides to ignore it and act like she didn't do nuthin), and when something even minimal doesn't go her way she turns "sadistic" when that's not how it works. It honestly makes me feel more sad, especially at the scene when the childhood friend didn't care to be treated as toy as long as he got her attention. I know it's smut and shouldn't matter but I still feel sorry for the characters. I wish the dom friend was the mc, she seems more responsible and reasonable with her actions.
I agree, she acts like it’s annoying that all these guys are trying to get her attention but then when it comes to it, she always complies and sometimes goes overboard.
I just feel bad for the guys who genuinely want to start a relationship with her, especially the childhood friend. It's no wonder he started getting desperate when she's treating him like shit and it just feels more violating(?) to me than actual satisfaction involved. My problem with the main character is that she's rude as hell (to me), doesn't take responsibility for her actions (like instead of apologizing for almost raping a dude, she decides to ignore it and act like she didn't do nuthin), and when something even minimal doesn't go her way she turns "sadistic" when that's not how it works. It honestly makes me feel more sad, especially at the scene when the childhood friend didn't care to be treated as toy as long as he got her attention. I know it's smut and shouldn't matter but I still feel sorry for the characters. I wish the dom friend was the mc, she seems more responsible and reasonable with her actions.