At the end, the two are admitting that they used the idea of "trying it out with men" to stay with each other. The seme wanted to see whether the uke really liked him or if the uke only wanted him for sex. The seme admits that he used the idea of just trying it out with men just so that he could be close to the uke.
The seme admits that it was a stupid excuse to touch the uke, in which the uke replied that it isn't because he too was thinking the same thing: pretending to be sex friends so he could get close with the guy he liked.
In the end of the chapter the uke says that he was "only ever looking forward," meaning that he never really thought about what the seme felt in the situation and accepted that they could only be sex friends; closing himself off from the idea of even being in a relationship with the seme.
From how the ending of chap 3 was, I think they're gonna get together. I hope!!
At the end, the two are admitting that they used the idea of "trying it out with men" to stay with each other. The seme wanted to see whether the uke really liked him or if the uke only wanted him for sex. The seme admits that he used the idea of just trying it out with men just so that he could be close to the uke.
The seme admits that it was a stupid excuse to touch the uke, in which the uke replied that it isn't because he too was thinking the same thing: pretending to be sex friends so he could get close with the guy he liked.
In the end of the chapter the uke says that he was "only ever looking forward," meaning that he never really thought about what the seme felt in the situation and accepted that they could only be sex friends; closing himself off from the idea of even being in a relationship with the seme.
From how the ending of chap 3 was, I think they're gonna get together. I hope!!