I don’t know why I can’t find this one or remember the name I’ve been read it so man...

I don’t know why I can’t find this one or remember the name I’ve been read it so many times. Anyways, two guys aren’t best friends and both are tops. One has black hair and is a bit of a manwhore and the blonde haired is more romantic and serious. Well blonde hair has been in love with his black haired friend for a long time and since black hair figures this out he decides they should date but he refuses to try and bottom so blonde guy has to. Blonde guy prepares himself mentally and all that and yep then they live happily ever after.