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SPOILERS AHEAD

kyouran July 17, 2019 8:22 pm

Please do not read if you do not want to be spoiled:
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This is just my conjecture based on the raws up to chapter 7. Tsukasa, our blond main protagonist, is the third son of the Kuga family; however, he’s not legitimate as it seems he was adopted by Mr. Kuga who seems to be bedridden with a terminal illness. As a child, Tsukasa grew up in an orphanage. Amou, our ginger antagonist/protagonist, also grew up in the same orphanage with Tsukasa, and during their time there, they had a very strong bond and seemed to care for each other a lot. Because of his Enigma gender, Amou seems to have been ostracized by everyone except Tsukasa, and thus, Amou developed very strong feelings for Tsukasa and revered him; however, Tsukasa left the orphanage when he was adopted by Mr. Kuga, leaving Amou behind. Amou never forgot about Tsukasa and visited him at Tsukasaga’s school, but Tsukasa either didn’t remember Amou or acted as if he didn’t and humiliated Amou in front of Tsukasa’s friends, deeply hurting Amou’s feelings. Because of being slighted by Tsukasa so cruelly, Amou’s love for Tsukasa turned into resentment/hate.

It seems that Mr. Kuga shows favoritism for Tsukasa, even though he’s not Mr. Kuga’s biological son. This favoritism is deeply resented by Mr. Kuga’s (legitimate? Firstborn?) son, the dark-haired guy that seems to enjoy gardening and is shown cutting flowers. This firstborn? son resents/hates Tsukasa, and I infer he hates the idea of Tsukasa inheriting any part of the Kuga fortune. This guy feels threatened by Tsukasa, especially because Mr. Kuga could die at any moment. Somehow, the legitimate son discovered the power of the Enigma gender and that Amou is an Enigma. It seems that those with the Enigma gender have the power to change an Alpha into an Omega through sexual intercourse. The dark-haired legitimate son hired Amou to rape Tsukasa and change Tsukasa’s gender from Alpha to Omega to put an end to any claim Tsukasa may have on the Kuga family fortune. Amou accepts driven by his resentment/hate as a result of Tsukasa's rejection.

On the last episode, it seems that Mr. Kuga dies and his will is read, causing some sort of internal family conflict.

Based on our experience with Yaoi, we can infer that Amou and Tsukasa love each other, will forgive each other and that the legitimate son will somehow get his well-deserved comeuppance, and all the good people will live happily ever after.

Can’t say the plot is transcendental in any way, but I’m going to give the author credit for creativity with the whole Enigma gender. I’m also going to give them credit for competently illustrating believable human behavior. Amou’s fixation on Tsukasa is totally believable. As a pariah, Amou must have felt terribly isolated, and Tsukasa’s kindness and acceptance became Amou’s central focus. Tsukasa stood in the spotlight of Amou’s emotions, which explains why Tsukasa’s rejection had such a formative impact on Amou. Tsukasa was inherently a kind and compassionate child who felt naturally pulled by Amou’s loneliness, however, as an orphan himself, Tsukasa must inevitably have also experienced feelings of abandonment and loneliness; upon being adopted by Mr. Kuga, Tsukasa must have felt extremely overwhelmed with happiness and a great sense of gratitude toward Mr. Kuga, creating a great burden on Tsukasa of acting and performing to the highest of standards of Mr. Amou’s expectations, a burden of superior achievement rooted in the fear of rejection.

Even though Tsukasa came off as cruel towards Amou by acting as if he didn’t know him, he was still a child himself, and he cannot be judged for the typical callousness of childhood/teenage hood, especially if his callousness was rooted on Tsukasa’s fear of not being accepted, and thus, being “returned” to life in an orphanage. As baseless as those fears may be, for children growing up in the foster care system, their emotions never heal from the trauma of abandonment and grow up with persistent fears of rejection. Both Tsukasa and Amou were victims of circumstances they had no control over. However, we can infer that both, Tsukasa and Amou, are inherently kind and compassionate human beings, and deserve their happily ever after, despite Amou's reprehensible actions towards Tsukasa.

The one thing I’m not enjoying so far is the fact that Tsukasa’s Alpha gender is changed against his will, but other than that, I have to say that the author deserves points on creativity. This Yaoi may not be transcendental, but it’s very interesting.

Raw chap. 4: https://www.facebook.com/pg/queenyaoi2018/photos/?tab=album&album_id=651036841993265&ref=page_internal

Raw chap. 5: https://www.facebook.com/pg/queenyaoi2018/photos/?tab=album&album_id=660377434392539&ref=page_internal

Raw chap. 6, 7: https://www.facebook.com/pg/queenyaoi2018/photos/?tab=album&album_id=712969795799969&ref=page_internal

Responses
    Shun July 17, 2019 11:59 pm

    Where do u read the raws?

    Orpheus July 18, 2019 4:02 am
    Where do u read the raws? Shun

    They listed it below the spoiler

    Freya July 18, 2019 4:51 am

    Thanks for the spoiler..
    Writing this must have taken a while... thank you

    Kurama July 18, 2019 5:21 am

    This is the best spoler that I've read so far. Thanks! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Kurama July 18, 2019 5:22 am
    This is the best spoler that I've read so far. Thanks! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ Kurama

    *spoiler