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Young and Sunny

Mollylou95 September 2, 2019 3:36 am

The sad thing is, the relationship between Sunny and Young reminds me of my relationship with my ex. He was controlling and manipulative but I was the only one who couldn’t see it. We met during high school and have a child together. We were together for almost 5 years and now, 3 years after separating, I barely know about myself anymore. I remember at least my favorite foods and favorite books. But I don’t remember how I should feel in certain situations. I used to actually feel happy and excited about things, now I basically have a continuous frown and feel like I’m practically forcing myself to enjoy life. It wasn’t like this when I was with him but now I can’t even remember how it was before we got together. Who was I before? How did I act? How did I talk? Who was I friends with? I am really in touch with only 2 friends from before we were together, and one of those two was a previous relationship that I can’t tell if I want back or not and I keep hurting them because of it. It’s scary how accurate the relationship between Sunny and Young is to my past and it’s like the friend I have is like Taesun who’s there when Sunny is done dealing with Young. Am I crazy for making these connections?

Responses
    yuui-chan September 2, 2019 4:45 am

    stay strong bud you'll definitely find your precious person someday

    ___ September 2, 2019 7:00 am

    Youre not crazy for making those connections. Its stories like these, the ones we relate to the most, that ends up helping us out. You’ll slowly but surely find yourself again. It takes time and everyone is different. If you dont know what movies you like, watch every genre until you find your favorite one. You feel like you dont have any friends? Go to some social events and if anything, find some online friends. Some of my coolest friends are my online friends. Im here if you want to talk ╥﹏╥

    Anonymous September 2, 2019 6:51 pm

    That's because you are in different age now. Now you have a kid and you have a job. I think that the problem is the free time. When you are young and single you have more time for yourself but when you grow up you have many responsibilities.