How can this type of story line be acceptable?? Like the whole fighting and trauma caused in the beginning turned in to some nonsense love, blah, blah.
No offense but this story line should had a so much more STRONGER ending because the beginning was so harsh! Also should have added a lot more empathy and sympathy and dramatic emotions to balance the whole plot line
The uke loved the seme BUT he rejected the idea of gay love due to his father. Seme didnt care about conscent though. But there was no trauma for the uke because it probably didnt feel like real rape to him, but he still ran away because he is still rejecting gay stuff due to his dad. But eventually he accepts it and go with the seme.
so what is basically happening is that it looked like the uke was suffering from a trauma because he kept rejecting his "gayness" due to his father's influence and fear of him. because the whole "exaggerated rejection + running a way so adamantly from the seme made it look like he was so disappointed, shocked, and scared. That translates in to the uke having suffered a trauma/ disappointment, but was "exaggerated" because of his father. So if we were to eliminate factors of self-hate and fear of his father, the uke might not have been so traumatized or disappointed.
i wouldn’t say the uke was ever traumatized though. He did run away and trying to stay away from both the seme and the guy with the toy, but thats it. The thing that is traumatizing him is being gay (or something like that). Which is why, when he meets back with the seme, in order to have sex, it has to be a punishment (he raped me so im raping him), something like that.
Makes sense, considering this story plot , you can almost say it’s laughable on how things started and ended , which is kind of ironic in a way. Kind of like “what the hell jus happened”? But I guess it was a good ending for both of the characters. But in my opinion I think that maybe the story could have emphasized a little on the situation, cuz I made sense that he had a trauma about himself being gay, but you could also say for the seme tht the way it started, meaning when they had sex for the first time, the uke was scared , that’s wat tipped me off, cuz he was all like “this is nothing like I expected , it’s so scary, I hate this ....” so that’s why I made the assumption that he was traumatized or just really upset that things turned out to be completely different from what he had imagined it to be. So for me it was more than just him (uke) being traumatized over being gay , I felt that it may be been a little more than that.
Well i assumed that the reason uke is scared is because he changed his mind about having sex (especially since his father appeared on TV during the scene). But idk if he was truly scared, because if he truly didnt want it to happen, he would just not love the seme anymore.
That is really true. I think a different ending would have been very interesting for their story, which would usually include violence and drama. (LOL). Also going on the point of "if he really didn't want it to happen" he would have acted differently despite having feelings for the seme. First, the uke would be more obvious in displaying his feelings of hatred towards the seme and so on. T o also say, the uke in a way was not very passionate, almost like his feelings were a bit lacking to let us in how he was REALLY feeling. We only understood what was written and what the images entailed. But if someone was not really paying attention, I don't think they would come up with this type of analysis about the Uke not really "hating" the seme in the beginning. Because in the general sense, the Uke just looked so miserable.
A brief summary of what I skimmed because I couldn't read all this nonsense:
So the black haired dude tried to rape some girl who had to physically fight him off and then he goes to rape the MC who's a ball of confusion that needs some help. MC is then assaulted by the homophobe dude. MC tries to work out his life and is stalked by the people that fucked him over. MC then has sex multiple times with his past rapist in unconsenting ways, says he was playing the victim (not true), and they live happily ever after once they have consenting sex and confess in the original place MC was raped.
What the actual fuck was this story