Honestly if this instructor makes u feel like sht, there's always plenty of others who will make u want to learn / enjoy... Learning to drive is supposed to something fun whilst also challenging and you'll end up with a "valuable life-skill"...
TLDR: Don't pay for shtty instructors, u got this and I'm sure u can pass!!
Your reply got me crying for real.. Thank you for your kindness ^^ Its not that I didnt think of asking for another instructor but the problem is my driving school has only 3 instructors while the only kind one is driving in another city.. if I would change to him my money that i spend on the other instructor would go to so much waste because I would have to pay for new lessons where I learn how to drive in the other city ;( But still thank you for cheering me up.. My mental health is kinda unstable since the beginning of the lessons and I have a lot of emotional stress and stress from school :/
You can do it darling, take all the time you need, be yourself and give that instructor an earfull. You are not forbidden to help yourself. Also, resting is important and look around you: Im sure there is someone like Amel around you who is there for you!
Kind of reminds me of my current driver's license practice lessons. My driving instructor also says things like "If this keeps up, you might as well quit driving school." Makes me really sad and I lose my motivation. So you can't compare it to swordplay but this kind of "If this goes on like this, you can stop right now" is similar.