Because it gets super annoying how every backstory is I’m an asshole because I’m sad. This constant need to imply that someone’s trauma excuses their toxic behavior is seriously annoying and prevalent in yaoi especially. It can explain the behavior it shouldn’t excuse it. There’s no apologizing or even acknowledgment just the typical uke smooths things over by accommodating to being treated horribly.
Nah. I'm all about self-loathing characters, how they behave, the complexity of it. I understand it.
This, was half-baked.
I don't see how this can be an excuse ... The reader can way that, not the fact itself
I guess nearly nobody understood Fuji here. His pain and guilt for losing a bast friend, his rage because of people wandering in the mountain, his remorse for not going there too, his will to atone his sins staying in the dark and in sadness all hid life. He obviously was a jerk to Kira, because he decided to do so, not because he is actually one. He called him slut because he wanted to hurt him, period. He tried to hurt him for chaps! How can you read mangas if you don't try to change your POW sometimes...