Idk if it’s just me but that booklet 4 extra against remind me of a very sad point about haru (at least I find it sad and that’s how I perceive it but idk if I’m right). He doesn’t get it for the blanket, he doesn’t get it for the train, isn’t it just because he has in fact such low esteem about himself he doesn’t think people would see things from him as treasure? Because he thinks things from him, or he himself, aren’t worth that much and don’t deserve that much love? The more I read super lovers, the more it appears to me that in general haru has no idea he’s loved. Besides obliviousness, it seems to me to run deeper, like he just doesn’t perceive himself as someone worth love. Probably due to how he was raised too. And I find that very sad.
Idk if it’s just me but that booklet 4 extra against remind me of a very sad point about haru (at least I find it sad and that’s how I perceive it but idk if I’m right). He doesn’t get it for the blanket, he doesn’t get it for the train, isn’t it just because he has in fact such low esteem about himself he doesn’t think people would see things from him as treasure? Because he thinks things from him, or he himself, aren’t worth that much and don’t deserve that much love? The more I read super lovers, the more it appears to me that in general haru has no idea he’s loved. Besides obliviousness, it seems to me to run deeper, like he just doesn’t perceive himself as someone worth love. Probably due to how he was raised too. And I find that very sad.