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1evis1ittlea$$hole April 3, 2020 4:59 pm

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Nakyum looked pretty miserable finally caving into Seungho's will. It's like he's embodying Inhun's words: if I'm a prostitute then let me fall into that role fully. But also, he might finally be using his body to persuade Seungho, he might have finally gained some power in a twisted sense.

I still think no one really understands Seungho's character in this comment section. Do people really think he was empathizing with Nakyum's feelings? He was interrogating Nakyum in the middle of sex about Inhun and seemed more caught up on that than anything. I want to believe he sympathized with Nakyum but.....how realistic is that really? The whole time his mind couldn't forget why Nakyum was begrudgingly asking for sex.

Seungho KNOWS he's being used. He is spiraling too but not because he gives a shit about Nakyum's pain. No, It's because his hold over Nakyum is slipping again but in a much worst way. His selfish obsession and violent actions will never make Nakyum truly love him and I think he's finally coming to terms with that.

Seungho, who is used to having anyone he wants is losing to someone he sees as inferior. He's losing to Nakyum's unhealthy attachment to Inhun and that has to sting. He doesn't stop to think: 'Ah, Nakyum doesn't love me because I'm a horrible person.' That doesn't even cross his mind. He moreso seems to be upset over seeing the extent of Nakyum's love for Inhun. He can see that Nakyum doesn't really want it even if he says he does, he can see the pain and sorrow on his face (the art is really good at depicting Nakyum's torn expression omg) and Seungho's upset it's not meant for him, not because he's sad for Nakyum's broken heart.

Seungho wants his cake and he wants to eat it too, he wants to brutalize and control Nakyum but he also wants Nakyum's full devotion like Inhun has. Nakyum is breaking the illusion of love that Seungho has created in his head by being straight forward and honest:

I never liked you raping me, touching me, but now I have no other choice but to run to your comfort. Even though it kills me.

I think that's why they're both miserable, they both can't have what they really want. It really might be going the tragic route as I suspected but who knows? I don't care, I just love the angst. Fuck having them fall into some type of fluffy out-of-character romance. I want more of this stuff, this is how a toxic relationship would be, this is what you get when two broken people collide with each other. It hurts good, my scorpio ass is fucking living but also sad as shit.

Saying Seungho was only sympathizing with Nakyum's pain is making his character so static. I do think there is a possibility that he might feel something for his pain but it's much more likely that he is miserable for his own inner turmoil. If he truly cared or sympathized with Nakyum he would not even have had sex with Nakyum, he fucked Nakyum to try to keep his hold on him because it's one of the only ways he can leave his mark. Someone who truly cares would've consoled Nakyum, Seungho ain't that dude.

Anyway, I'm happy Seungho is suffering, serves him right.

P.S.

I love Seungho's lack of expression when Nakyum kissed him at first. Beon is too good at drawing the aloof sociopath face lol

Responses
    wonkyu44 April 3, 2020 5:13 pm

    Yeah your absolutely rightagree much with yah bout chapter 42,omg my heart bleed for this two

    Selfish April 3, 2020 5:27 pm

    But Seungho face tho
    I feel touched
    I agree with u but
    His face was so sad during this chapter

    ♧ pepperypan ♧ April 3, 2020 5:42 pm

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    I agree but you can't deny SH's 'out-of-character' moments these past few chapters:
    - SH staying behind to hear what the doctor had to say about NK's health
    - Annoyance over his orgy-mates' intrigue over NK
    - SH actually finishing his BJ session with NK when he's clearly out of it himself (the infamous eyebags)
    - SH asking NK to stay behind and sleep with him (and actually letting NK have the blanket all for himself)
    - Yoon Seungho, the notorious fucker, going to an actual tailor shop, to have CUSTOM-made clothes for his supposed boy toy

    Even the characters in the story, which helps the narrative move forward, are wondering about Seungho's nuances in action. Inhun wondered why a physician was brought in for a lowborn, the tailor wondering why the hell a lowborn was getting clothes, SH's nameless slut buddy noticing the difference in his actions-- even Jihwa noticed, and he claims to have known Seungho the best.

    As much as I'd like a psychopathic, greedy Seungho, he's softening up. Maybe not romantically, hell, all of these supposed 'character development' can easily be trashed if SH gets triggered but you can't deny that Seungho had definitely changed a little because of Nakyum.

    I do agree with you though that Nakyum is just using him. Personally I think the....er... attraction? (if you'd call it that) is one-sided at the moment.

    I don't mean to offend by disagreeing or anything! This is just my personal opinion ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    percyjackson April 3, 2020 5:49 pm

    I do think he did sympathize with NK a little bit though, especially when NK flat out burst into tears. I think it's more like SH have a twisted way of thinking and doesn't know how to keep someone he wants with him. Either both of them are torturing themselves. Sigh

    donaa April 3, 2020 9:22 pm

    love your comment. totally on point! and lol all those downvoters can't handle you shattering their desires

    Lucy In The Sky April 4, 2020 2:59 am

    This is the best comment in the history of Mangago. GIRL! or guy...tell these people what's up!

    1evis1ittlea$$hole April 8, 2020 9:19 pm
    Yeah your absolutely rightagree much with yah bout chapter 42,omg my heart bleed for this two wonkyu44

    MY heart only bleeds for Nakyum,

    Seungho can eat my ass lol

    1evis1ittlea$$hole April 8, 2020 9:19 pm
    But Seungho face thoI feel touched I agree with u butHis face was so sad during this chapter Selfish

    Fuck that nigga, I hope he feels worst next chapter.

    1evis1ittlea$$hole April 8, 2020 9:22 pm
    love your comment. totally on point! and lol all those downvoters can't handle you shattering their desires donaa

    LMAO you know it's the Seunghoes who worship the ground he walks on but hey tbh I might be wrong. Honestly things are still up in the air, they may get their wish ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    1evis1ittlea$$hole April 8, 2020 9:23 pm
    This is the best comment in the history of Mangago. GIRL! or guy...tell these people what's up! Lucy In The Sky

    Idk about that, have you seen the Harada comment sections? They are gold!

    Thanks tho, you're sweet as pie <3