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Agree and also her previous desires (when she had a true motivation for writing) are conflicting with the current goals and obligations that she's (forcing) herself to see through (being a housewife. That is, the need (strong urge) for something else, while her husband wants a child. The story has a nice tone. I hope the previous commenter cleared up your confusion.
I'm kinda lost .... Maybe after 1 or 2 more chapters it's will be ok.
I like this kind of manga because its really realistic, it's shows Japanese personality mentality...