I'm just getting more heartbroken with each chapter that comes out and what really kills me is that first sentence and the fact that Ed believes he deserved to be raped/treated like that by Chang and now he just regrets every decision that he ever made.
This chapter also made me think that maybe Chang liked his half brother and with his death he began to forget about that feeling, but then came Ed who resembled his brother so much and those feelings that were forgotten, began to resurface once more.
We can see that he is homophobic but worst of all, Chang can't admit/recognize those feelings so he feels disgusted by them and keeps it all buried, what makes his thoughts and actions even more twisted.
Once again, I'm wishing for Ed to remove Chang from his life permanently because he has been too toxic for him since the beginning.
I'm just getting more heartbroken with each chapter that comes out and what really kills me is that first sentence and the fact that Ed believes he deserved to be raped/treated like that by Chang and now he just regrets every decision that he ever made.
This chapter also made me think that maybe Chang liked his half brother and with his death he began to forget about that feeling, but then came Ed who resembled his brother so much and those feelings that were forgotten, began to resurface once more.
We can see that he is homophobic but worst of all, Chang can't admit/recognize those feelings so he feels disgusted by them and keeps it all buried, what makes his thoughts and actions even more twisted.
Once again, I'm wishing for Ed to remove Chang from his life permanently because he has been too toxic for him since the beginning.