I see a lot comments about Sugiki not being able to take the submissive role during sex or that if the sex is the problem they can just be switches. That's not it people. It's not the sexual aspect that is the problem, it's deeper than that. Sugiki has been seeing Suzuki as a god of dance, his inspiration, and someone who is capable to become more than he already is. But now he is starting to question if he has really been seeing the real Suzuki. Was he in love with the Suzuki in front of him as a person or just confused his deeply adoration of his glorified version of Suzuki as love? That's why on chapter 28 he thinks, "I never actually looked at you properly, Suzuki-sensei" and this is also why on the same chapter Suzuki says, "Dumbass. Swapping positions won't help you become one with me." Sugiki can't submit himself to Suzuki. Not in the sexual sense, but in the sense that Sugiki can't give himself into a more intimate relationship with Suzuki because their feelings for each other are not the same.
I see a lot comments about Sugiki not being able to take the submissive role during sex or that if the sex is the problem they can just be switches. That's not it people. It's not the sexual aspect that is the problem, it's deeper than that. Sugiki has been seeing Suzuki as a god of dance, his inspiration, and someone who is capable to become more than he already is. But now he is starting to question if he has really been seeing the real Suzuki. Was he in love with the Suzuki in front of him as a person or just confused his deeply adoration of his glorified version of Suzuki as love? That's why on chapter 28 he thinks, "I never actually looked at you properly, Suzuki-sensei" and this is also why on the same chapter Suzuki says, "Dumbass. Swapping positions won't help you become one with me." Sugiki can't submit himself to Suzuki. Not in the sexual sense, but in the sense that Sugiki can't give himself into a more intimate relationship with Suzuki because their feelings for each other are not the same.