Before the release of the recent chapters, the fans usually talk about the events of the anime, especially the relationship between Mafuyu and Yuki. Some said that it is understandable that Mafuyu despite being with Uenoyama, he still has a place for Yuki in his heart. I tried to understand that as it seems reasonable because they have been together since childhood, pretty intimate with each other, and of course, of how bad the things ended between them, making Yuki have a huge impact to Mafuyu. Still for some reasons, deep inside me, I refuse to accept that thought and the recent chapters gave me answers as why I felt that.
It is because deep inside me I kept thinking, "What will Uenoyama feel?" which is portrayed in the recent chapters. Is it really alright that his lover's thoughts is mostly filled with someone else rather than himself? A lot of chapters showed that Mafuyu's thoughts are Yuki-centric, from the guitar, the clock, when he reminisce, even his dreams. I noticed that Uenoyama rarely is in them. That is why a lot of people are asking if Mafuyu's feelings of love for Uenoyama is genuine when he still haven't completely moved on with Yuki.
The recent events showed of how high the damage can be at Uenoyama. Like, it felt as if he is a replacement or losing to someone who isn't even there. Yayoi's comment at what Uenoyama is doing right now(him completing Yuki's songs) is speaking truths. Uenoyama can't just suffer all by himself. Like does Uenoyama even have a space?
Mafuyu still needs healing as seems he still haven't moved on. I am not saying he should forget Yuki, rather make his level of importance in his heart be at the same level as Hiiragi and the others and Uenoyama be at the top spot. Because right now, Yuki and Uenoyama are at the same level, which shouldn't be because he is in a relationship with Uenoyama.
For me, Uenoyama is also just being mature at understanding Mafuyu because he knows himself that Yuki has a big impact in his lover's life that is why Mafuyu can't just forget him. And I also know he can be strong at dealing such stuff but of course, he did not deserve to feel these things and I know he is also feeling sad about this. He just loves and understands someone, that is what he did but it seems he is getting really few in return.
I think people are saying those things because the feelings of Uenoyama are taken into account. After all, what we all want for them is both of them to talk things out and have mutual understanding about the said topic.
I know our pure baby Mafuyu and also his friends won't do these things on purpose. It is more like we humans, sometimes don't realize that we are already doing mistakes and I guess that applies here.
Before the release of the recent chapters, the fans usually talk about the events of the anime, especially the relationship between Mafuyu and Yuki. Some said that it is understandable that Mafuyu despite being with Uenoyama, he still has a place for Yuki in his heart. I tried to understand that as it seems reasonable because they have been together since childhood, pretty intimate with each other, and of course, of how bad the things ended between them, making Yuki have a huge impact to Mafuyu. Still for some reasons, deep inside me, I refuse to accept that thought and the recent chapters gave me answers as why I felt that.
It is because deep inside me I kept thinking, "What will Uenoyama feel?" which is portrayed in the recent chapters. Is it really alright that his lover's thoughts is mostly filled with someone else rather than himself? A lot of chapters showed that Mafuyu's thoughts are Yuki-centric, from the guitar, the clock, when he reminisce, even his dreams. I noticed that Uenoyama rarely is in them. That is why a lot of people are asking if Mafuyu's feelings of love for Uenoyama is genuine when he still haven't completely moved on with Yuki.
The recent events showed of how high the damage can be at Uenoyama. Like, it felt as if he is a replacement or losing to someone who isn't even there. Yayoi's comment at what Uenoyama is doing right now(him completing Yuki's songs) is speaking truths. Uenoyama can't just suffer all by himself. Like does Uenoyama even have a space?
Mafuyu still needs healing as seems he still haven't moved on. I am not saying he should forget Yuki, rather make his level of importance in his heart be at the same level as Hiiragi and the others and Uenoyama be at the top spot. Because right now, Yuki and Uenoyama are at the same level, which shouldn't be because he is in a relationship with Uenoyama.
For me, Uenoyama is also just being mature at understanding Mafuyu because he knows himself that Yuki has a big impact in his lover's life that is why Mafuyu can't just forget him. And I also know he can be strong at dealing such stuff but of course, he did not deserve to feel these things and I know he is also feeling sad about this. He just loves and understands someone, that is what he did but it seems he is getting really few in return.
I think people are saying those things because the feelings of Uenoyama are taken into account. After all, what we all want for them is both of them to talk things out and have mutual understanding about the said topic.
I know our pure baby Mafuyu and also his friends won't do these things on purpose. It is more like we humans, sometimes don't realize that we are already doing mistakes and I guess that applies here.