YIKES yeah I'm holding onto some hope the author justifies such an age gap because right now I don't understand what was stopping them from making Louis a few years older or the others younger considering this is the SECOND time this kids almost been raped. You can't justify it because he had "dirty thoughts" about his friend, that's normal it's just exploring sexuality within your own mind and I was kind of excited in the first few chapters thinking that "oh cool thoughts about sexuality growing up presented in a non sexualized or fetishizing fashion" but now I'm on the fence. You can't justify mental age with attacking someone 6 years younger than you who is a minor, it is not only justified but paints people who do have trauma/mental illnesses in that light when you try and use those justifications idk if that makes sense...but I'll wait to see where it goes before I give full judgement and just hold off on buying chapters and supporting the author for now...

So are we all just going to ignore the fact the MC is 15...and the two seemingly love interests are 19 and 20??? Like...my dude...the way #15 be lusting after him be hitting WRONG