I with everyone else here

Why was this so fucking realistic, I swore this was fiction. I mean don’t get me wrong, it’s fucking brilliant for being realistic about life and relationships but like fuck, man. I have my own shitty drama as a dumb shit in my twenties, I just felt like I read about another life that could’ve been mine. Idk if I’m angry, depressed, empty, or like... mildly entertained? What’s worse is this how I’m going to feel when I’m middle aged or old? Just satisfied with the bare necessity of asking for a fucking hug because I know marriage is a shitstorm? Ugh, I hate reality.