"what the hell is that bean in his ass"
I was like: what on earth am I reading, why am I reading porn? Why do i like it?? Am i a perv!!
I first started by reading a BL on webtoons bc I thought the plot was cool and ended up liking it. Then I looked for more bl in other sites and ended up coming across yaoi which I didn’t even know was it’s own category. Totally thought I was a perv for liking it though. Then soon I became obsessed and now I’m the designated fujoshi in my friend group. I wasn’t exactly shy when I first started reading it but I was really cautious in my surroundings whereas now anyone could look at my phone during a sex scene and I wouldn’t give a sh*t.
My friend showed me killing stalking first so anything after that was easy breezy
this sums up my first introduction to the world of bl:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8wntIrIwNp0
my friend recommended me to read Jujo Dropout? (I think that’s how you spell it) I was so weirded out at first bc I wasn’t used to to seeing things like that visually. I was only used to reading boyxboy on Wattpad lmao but the more I started to read the more I liked ig..
oh and I didn’t know about mangago at the time
My first yaoi was, papa datte something like that then i watxhed junjou romanctica and a lot more. After all that in like 2 weeks, i didnt have anything to watch and at the tine i really didnt like to read. But i forced myself to read mangas bc i wanted more yai, and i ended up liking it lol
At first I was a bit shy about it and didn't really understand bu the more I read the more I started to like it(⌒▽⌒)