Looking for some really fucked up yaoi to read ( no shota though please )

Here’s my dark/messed up BL list!!
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/727536/

SIMILAR CONCEPTS- KS
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obey_me/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/warehouse/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/glen/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yahwacheop/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/?av=2
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dispar_4u/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/criminal_interview/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/royal_servant/?av=1
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tomodachi_game/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/false_memories_lee_gpiee/?ePfY
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/individual_diet_preference/
FOR MORE, FOLLOW ME OR MY LISTS IF YOU WANT!
happy reading!! (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)

Lesbian mangas that don't fetishize:
Ik imma cry to this
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/soulmate_yuri/
Pls I read the novel, and it's very realistic around what it means to be gay
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_favor_the_villainess/
This um...gl
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/living_will/
UwU
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/can_t_defy_the_lonely_girl/
HIGHLY RECCOMEND UWU SO CUTE
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/whispering_you_a_love_song/

Thank you but yuri is not what i am looking for lol I don't want to fetishize anything I just want to read something fucked up..

Out of the 56 in your list there is only 1 that I haven't read lol nice selection though a lot of those are my favorites

Thank you so much but I have read all of those lol

OH SHIT I DIDNT READ THE TOPIC NAME IM SORRY

It is okay lol