soooooooo

Yeah he had a girlfriend and never talked to me after that

BTW that's the same as leaving for college

Dude why mangago deleted the half of my answer

It was sad and all I did was reading manga to cure my sadness

He was busy with his girlfriend and didn't care for his sad sister

oh goddddd i'll probs be doing that too ╥﹏╥

I hope my sibling wont be too occupied to talk to me from time to time (/TДT)/ . im sorry that you had to go through that sadnesss ╥﹏╥

I’m the older sibling here too and will for sure relate to you soon, hopefully with some more years to come before that happens. But I do understand your fear of being without them, just to think about it makes me uneasy and I believe it’s pretty tough for you right now.
My best friend has an older brother that left a year ago, and she was struggling so hard with it, to the point that she hardly ate anything for months. But I remembered trying to cheer her up before he left, saying that she shouldn’t use up time to cry over something that hasn’t happened yet. And I’d like to give you the same advice as well. Make the moments valuable and worth to remember, something to remember when you’re apart. Play games together, go on walks, watch movies, sit down and talk with each other, go on small family dates in the city, draw horrible but hilarious drawings of each other, just make some heartwarming memories while you still got time! And don’t forget to take pictures! You spend your time crying and being sad afterwards, but that did be after you’ve made some treasuring memories and amusing pictures to brighten yourself with. And it’s not like everything will end either. Remeber to send messages and call them frequently, and send lots of letters! It doesn’t matter if you guys are connected by phones, sending letters makes it more...exciting? Heartwarming? Yeah, something like that. Be sure to send some pictures with updates, to pay visits whenever you guys got time or have a break, and to sometimes just send over suvenirs to make the other party smile.
I hope that helped somehow, even just for a little. If not, well, thank you for at least reading everything I’ve written

Yeah you're completely right, I should try my best and make use of the tome we have left together and on the way make as much memories as possible! Them leaving won't be the end of the world either. I can still chat with them! Thank you so much! i'm definitely feeling more better now about this whole thing

No problem, really. I’m just glad it helped! Now go on and make lots of memories!