I seriously have a problem with the male lead

Don't hate me, but the ml seriously rubs on my nerve. I get that he's chasing after someone he like, but his action of forcing himself on her even when she protest is disturbing. Like yea, maybe she does actually like you, but if she's screaming no and help, maybe you should rethink your actions. I also believe that the fl is wrong for not telling him he has a son. I should probably stop reading this since everything feels so off, but I guess I'm a glutton for punishment. Hopefully, it'll get better