Lol glad I'm not the only one.
yeah same feelin bro.. but dats not true ur not trash cuz think about boys, they watch hentai and porn, porn is disgusting i think, some whores making out, naasty, i like this more tha wathcing real peoples having sex, lol :D and boys dont get embrassed about it, u know guys are even speaking about fapping with the music in youtube comments, so ur not trash, somebodys just are more perverted than others, or some peoples dont just admit that theyre perv, nothing bad about it i think, though sometimes i digust myself too..:P and i dont mean this bad way guys, dont get mad:)
did too, but then when to think of real life shotas, i was staying in normal. pretty much sure this is limited within mangas
the sudden realization that i like shotas made me feel like an utter trash