I dunno how I feel

I reread this story so many times, listened to the drama CDs, watched the animated edition, and I ate it all up.
But with recent developments I feel like story is lacking it's luster, what made this series so amazing. Now it almost feels like any other pretty art yaoi whch kinda bums me out given how groundbreaking it was. I still love the series but am a little sad at how generic it's starting to become.