I hate Jiang but I can’t lie I feel bad for him. They really did love eachother but sometimes things happen and you fall out of love or you get scared. Nothing excuses his actions but the fact that he was so destroyed over Zhi’s death that he genuinely doesn’t even believe it happened hurts so much. And the fact that the Dr will never love again ahhh I’m crying. And worst of it all Zhi really loved Jiang till the end. I wish Jiang could have stayed faithful or that Zhi could have moved on sooner but it’s so hard to suppress ten years of feelings. I don’t know this whole thing breaks my heart and I just keep coming back to jt over and over again. The letters really just added to the pain.
I hate Jiang but I can’t lie I feel bad for him. They really did love eachother but sometimes things happen and you fall out of love or you get scared. Nothing excuses his actions but the fact that he was so destroyed over Zhi’s death that he genuinely doesn’t even believe it happened hurts so much. And the fact that the Dr will never love again ahhh I’m crying. And worst of it all Zhi really loved Jiang till the end. I wish Jiang could have stayed faithful or that Zhi could have moved on sooner but it’s so hard to suppress ten years of feelings. I don’t know this whole thing breaks my heart and I just keep coming back to jt over and over again. The letters really just added to the pain.