Truuuue
Omg I feel the same about the dojun part b/c he didn't do his duties in their now failed marriage
I agree with you
This is the example of people who reads between the lines. Those invisible words are being understood. Those actions are being decipher in so many ways. People like Chowon didn't have this shitty life for a year, it is an accumulated trauma since the beginning of his lifetime.
Finally someone....
in addition, i also hate the person who gave him the violin. in my opinion, that person is associated with his family quite well. they made him play the violin because the piano is already common for Korean ppl. if that person didn't let his parents force him to be with chowon and the violin, maybe Chowon's suffering would have lessen.
as i've said, the violin will only ruin Chowon more. it may have been his refuge in the start but look where it got him now.
let's say that the violin is Chowon's escape from the hidden feelings he's coping up, but when will that last? I feel like the violin is what bonds Chowon and his family together.
He gave Kyungsoo his violin, absolutely not giving a fck anymore about that instrument, didn't chowon grasp freedom when he did? his secretary (?) also said he was behaving well this past few days, maybe those days meant the days that he and kyungsoo were together, the violin is ABSOLUTELY NOT IN THE SCENES until after they had sex.
lastly, i hope some of the readers don't comment "THAT DOESNT JUSTIFY WHAT HE DID BLAH BLAH" and shts like that anymore. Chowon is not perfect, he is also a person with his own emotions. Chowon grew up with the mindset of being perfect in any aspect. Chowon is suffering on his own little world, the evil side of him, his only comfort.
So who are they to tell Chowon that his actions are his fault? Why put the blame on him, that will result to his welfare getting worse and worse. Try putting yourselves in his shoes, and do not cast aside the influence you've got from an early age.
If i was chowon, i'll do the same. reject any imperfections because that's what i've been taught.
I hate Chowon's family. I never believed that family loves you best because sometimes, they're the ones who will ruin you. I blame Dojun, Chowon's family and other ppl for what is happening at him right now because:
1. They didn't care about Chowon, it's so obvious because they got angry at him for ruining his OWN married life, when in fact, they should understand Chowon and is reasons why it became like that. There is a reason why the marriage fall apart, I think his mental has something to do with it.
2. His brother, he is envious. Like why in the hell are you jealous? as far as i know, he is an alpha. THAT ITSELF IS HIS PRIDE. if he is jealous of Chowon's success, then he should also do his best.
3. Dojun, I don't clearly hate Dojun like 100%, but, the fact that he accepted the marriage only to neglect his duties as the husband/alpha is already sht itself. He should at least ask about Chowon's welfare even though they don't share the same feelings.
4. the people around Chowon, I get it, society is like that. ppl are selfish. Because they have their expectations for him, he ought to bring out his best. but, the question is, does Chowon really like to play violin? because if he does, in my opinion, it will ruin him more if he forces himself to it.
he should take a break from everyone. he needs time to find himself, and therapy is the best example for that.
THIS IS MY OWN REASONING, PLEASE DONT HATE ME