BLs yall n i forgot what it is owo

Does anyone know a manhwa(?)yeah prob one, its a BL btw and i saw from tik tok dat its maybe a boss n worker relationship(?) but anyway de boss is a sadist n de other dude has like uhhhh blond or yellowish hair(?)ok i srlsy am so bad at dis but plzzzzz smone plz ans im dying to know qwp ╥﹏╥

Edit:nvm guys dont need to reply anymore i havent found it yet but its ok i dont wanna search for it anymore prob give up qwp