Like everyone else, I have been waiting years for this to update. I don't remember all details so work with me here haha. How do you all feel the story would/should end? I think there were a few things I didnt like but overall the story was pretty good. It has sexual abuse in it, but it wasnt used to progress the story. The abuse happened in his past and it shows him dealing with it in present time as a newcomer pursues him and wants him to bottom. I think it would have been good for the main character to get what happened to him off his chest. And then work his way to possibly bottom and see that it isnt as scary or hurtful as it was for his first time. From what I can remember, he was basically forced into being a bottom in the past or it was staight up r@pe (I believe he was blindfold and his identity wasn't revealed on video so a lot ofnpeople dont realize it was him). This obviously traumatized him. But not enough to stop him from partaking in the porn industry as a strict top. I think the newcomer genuinely had interest in him. After kind of finding out about main charas past, he really did seem to back down and realized there was more to his story. In the last chapters, with the threesome, it was obvious to me that they did double penetration on the other guy. Because the newcomer sort of vowed not to top the main character on screen. He wanted to do it in private. So in my mind, best case scenario would be main chara working out his trauma, putting trust in the newcomer, and then forming a healthy versatile relationship. I wonder if the manga artist stopped because her intentions for the manga or the main character were not good. I think a lot of people don't realize the burden (emotionally taxing) of writing sexually abused characters. Especially if you or someone you know has gone through it. I similarly went through a phase where I wrote about an abused character. However, as I grew older and reevaluated my story years later, I realized the abuse was unjustified and I wrote about it like it was normal because it had been something I had gone through. Something could have happened or maybe he sights were just lost on the manga. Who knows.
Like everyone else, I have been waiting years for this to update. I don't remember all details so work with me here haha.
How do you all feel the story would/should end? I think there were a few things I didnt like but overall the story was pretty good. It has sexual abuse in it, but it wasnt used to progress the story. The abuse happened in his past and it shows him dealing with it in present time as a newcomer pursues him and wants him to bottom.
I think it would have been good for the main character to get what happened to him off his chest. And then work his way to possibly bottom and see that it isnt as scary or hurtful as it was for his first time. From what I can remember, he was basically forced into being a bottom in the past or it was staight up r@pe (I believe he was blindfold and his identity wasn't revealed on video so a lot ofnpeople dont realize it was him). This obviously traumatized him. But not enough to stop him from partaking in the porn industry as a strict top.
I think the newcomer genuinely had interest in him. After kind of finding out about main charas past, he really did seem to back down and realized there was more to his story. In the last chapters, with the threesome, it was obvious to me that they did double penetration on the other guy. Because the newcomer sort of vowed not to top the main character on screen. He wanted to do it in private.
So in my mind, best case scenario would be main chara working out his trauma, putting trust in the newcomer, and then forming a healthy versatile relationship.
I wonder if the manga artist stopped because her intentions for the manga or the main character were not good. I think a lot of people don't realize the burden (emotionally taxing) of writing sexually abused characters. Especially if you or someone you know has gone through it. I similarly went through a phase where I wrote about an abused character. However, as I grew older and reevaluated my story years later, I realized the abuse was unjustified and I wrote about it like it was normal because it had been something I had gone through. Something could have happened or maybe he sights were just lost on the manga. Who knows.