Have u read this
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yajirushi/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mofuku_no_hanayome/ ( his dad fucks his son in the memory of the son’s mother )
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/?JQBZ ( not a single character here is a normal human , all of them are messed up and. LOTTA SMUT , LIKE A LOT ALOT )
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nii_chan_harada/ ( dude fell in love with his rapist )
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/onii_chan_datte_amaetai_wake_de/ ( they are literally blood related brothers but have THESE SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP....YAOI BASICALLY )

can someone recommend me some messed up yaoi