Yeah. But it's sad because at the end of the day, it's all in his head and nothing more.
A sane person would have tried confessing if only to get some "peace" after being rejected, or tried putting some distance, but Osiris made having Seth his reason for living, which is something that can only ever become harmful to both people involved. Learning to love and forgive yourself no matter what you may lack is the main reason everyone should have for living, instead of looking for that in others.
It's also clear the author wants us to see Horus as "a glimpse of what Osiris could have been, had he chosen the right way to love"
I admit that Osiris is a jerk and nothing but some green shit, but his love for Seth is something that I admire in every chapter. I don't want to say that rape is something acceptable.But his thirst for Seth is very appealing to me