I read this out of boredom but it’s actually helped me a lot.. I feel like I’m extreme...

I read this out of boredom but it’s actually helped me a lot.. I feel like I’m extremely fat like I’ll look at myself in the mirror and just think wow you’re absolutely disgusting which probably isn’t normal but my friends will tell me I’m not fat and there are times when I feel good but all together I just feel exactly how she felt): if I lose weight I’ll be pretty if I lose weight guys will treat me better if I lose weight then maybe I’ll look in the mirror and feel good about myself but maybe I’m going about this all wrong and I just need to love who I am as a person and not just by how much I weigh