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help me

Why? (°◡°♡).:｡

I become not normal , hate normal relationship (menxwomen)
wht should I do

Calm down. Maybe you just read to much BL. Just take a deep breath, it might just be a temporary feeling. Try read some shoujo/shounen manga maybe? Or watch some anime from the same genre. You can try Toradora, Acchi Kocchi or Gosick. I like the anime. It's fun.

the word of shoujo already scared me
I have try read shounen , but still ....
the more I try the more I hate them
(my heart beating soooo fast )

I don't know what to suggest anymore, I'll give you a big hug, (つˆ⌣ˆ)つ⊂(・﹏・⊂) patting your back, hoping you'll be better. + <--- For you, don't worry too much. You're just having a dilemma. It will be okay soon. ---> http://static1.quoteswave.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/Just-Like-The-Rainbow-After-The-Rain.png?31a535